Btw, I'm an idiot for last night's text. I texted him "I finally read your card... Thank you. & I hope you're doing well. Don't stress too much, don't starve yourself, and do well on your finals. And I miss you."
I got a "You deserve to be happy! I'm doing okay just tired hope your doing well! You can do anything you can if you set your mind to it!"
I have no idea what that had to do with what I said first but I think he's over it... I think I wanted/this want this to work out more than he does. I guess I'm still pondering what could have happened before I opened my fucking mouth and ruined shit. Like I always do.